Here's a little tip....


Nice guys do NOT finish last!That much is TRUE!

It pains me when decent and nice guys are convinced that they have to become this bad ass dude to get a girl and to keep her.

Well fellas, that's actually false.Lemme queue you in on something else,most of you know this already, girls are sometimes (or most of the time) STOOOOPID!Fo'realz!Don't be offended when a girl says that boys are stupid cause we may not wana face it,or maybe we already know but just reluctant to admit, we girls are just as stupid.


EVERYONE turns into some bumbling idiot when in love.Blame the love blinders


You know why most of the girls go for bad arses? It's all because of the thrill and that feeling of empowerment.

You know that adrenaline rush you get when you do something that you aren't supposed to?That feeling of liberation?Well,the same goes for most girls.Bad arses give us that sense of thrill,they keep us on our toes,always leaving us in wonder and excitement of what may happen next.What dangerous adventure are we gonna have with our gangsta sweethearts next?

And that empowering feeling? Well who wouldn't want to feel like they were able to tame a wild beast? It makes you feel strong and in control.Who doesn't want to have the upper hand? (Well,most of us do...)

But the thing is,once we've tamed the wild beast,some of the time, we ditch that tamed wild 'animal' and go on to the next beast who may need a little softening.We get bored and go on to the next one which gives us the same thrill and empowerment, and the cycle goes on really....

I'm not saying that that's all there is to this.Sometimes,those lucky few actually do fall in love and stay together but then other times,we just get bored.We get bored of having adventures,of having to tame someone cause really,it's kinda tiring.

It's during these times that we then just wanna settle down.Lead a peaceful life with those decent ones whom we feel secure and safe with.Someone we know who will take care of us.DECENT guys.NUFF SAID!

So fellas,please dont lose hope when the latest girl that you are in love with goes for someone with a dangerous side.Call it hormonal rage or whatever.It's the nice and decent ones we wana get married and have a family with (I hope most guys dont get freaked out by the idea of marriage )

Please keep that in mind.So that you fellas will give nice girls like me a chance!Cause decent boys and nice girls are good matches.One of the best really!!Think about it


I'll be waiting

hehehehehehe!Kidding



These are just opinions and from my point of view.Didn't say any of these were facts but they do make sense.......sorta

So it's another pretty boring day at home.It's the weekend and i'm just itching to go.....

My dad's leaving in a few hours. His family in the province,Bicol,is having a reunion. His side of the family. My mom,bro and I aren't going.

There's this never ceasing tension between my mom and my dad's family. I'm just doing my mom a favor by not going. It'll just be disrespectful to my mom by 'fraternizing' with her enemies. HER,not mine.

I enjoy the homey ambience my dad's side exude. They're always merry and gay whenever they are together. It's from them that i do feel that sense of warmth that is illicited by a real family. One that's not always fighting, either quarreling or gearing up for another war.

My mom,bro and I just came to Singapore almost a month ago. It just makes me a tiny bit mad that my dad would leave us here to go and see his family. Granted that it'll only be for a couple of days,less than a week. Also, he hasnt seen them in a few years. But we're here.HIS OWN FAMILY is here and he's packing his stuff as i type and will be out the door in an hour or so.

Maybe if we gave my dad the feeling of being part of a family then he wouldnt mind staying with us even though he hasnt seen his sisters,brothers and mother in years. I can't even remeber the last time we've spent an entire day without any shouting or punches.

I cant even remember a time when we were happy.

I guess i'm being selfish this way.I just cant help being mad.We wont be seeing him for yet another year.

There are times i wish they would separate so they'lls top hurting each other.Other times i feel like strangling them,there are also those times i wish i were bleeding to death. I'd rather shed blood than sit through the screaming,kicking and punching.

I've once said that home was a war zone,i've never denied it. I dont know if i ever will.

ARGHHH!!!!

ARGHHHHH!!

I'm still bored...............

Didnt get to go jogging this morning!

I just feel fat,and big, and FAT

Been eating so much!This appetite is not NORMAL!I feel preggers!I think it's cause my period is coming.urghhhh!I hate the feeling of a tap being turned on.It's not water that comes out.IT'S BLOOD!I love the color red but too much of that is kinda sickening!!!



BOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOO

2nd day of summer vacation and i'm EFFING BORED......

I lost my temper at my mom.SO we're kinda at war.I'm just pissed right now so i'm fine with whatever we have right now.

She just talked to me and i accidentaly brushed her hand and she went all, 'dont touch me'.Arghhh!I'm pissed right now so i think i can say,without feeling guilty, that that was a childish remark.Like what the............

I've had a tiring day.I just had my period today. I had my defense in which some dude of high position in the psychology department sat in at the exact time that my group was presenting, talk about effing pressure. The defense totally stank. I kept fumbling nad repeating whatever i was saying. I could see my teacehrs frowning.Crudd.

I kept getting text msgs from students who havent had their clearance signed. My dismissal was at 12 pm, but i stayed until 3++ to sign clearance forms and do whatever duty i had to do in ADSA.

When i finally got home, my mom told me that she wanted a separation from my dad. She said she was doing it for us...blah blah blah...thye were setting a bad example...blah blah blah...i didnt bother listening. I didnt want to hear it. If they want to do it, they can go right ahead with it. Just dont make my ears go through it. If i could mute whatever is happening right now, i would have done so hours ago.

I had to edit a paper for industrial psychology. It just kinda pissed me off since one of my group mates relied on me to edit the paper. For once,i didnt want to edit.I wanted to just copy past everything.

Needless to say, i'm exhausted and battered emotionall and physically.

SO FORGIVE ME IF I DONT WANT TO LISTEN OR READ WHATEVER TEXT PROBLEMS MY PARENTS HAVE.

I'M SORRY FOR WANTING TO BE AROUND PEOPLE WHO DONT KEEP TELLING YOU HOW BAD THINGS ARE WITH YOUR HUSBAND.


I might look like i dont care. That's because i'm trying not to care...I'd be damned if i did....

I'm gonna get over her this time.I'm gonna avoid her...or whatever it is that i gotta do!It's stooopid anyway!

Thank goodness for the near vacation.The school year will be over soon and it's high time students from Miriam College take a breather and PARTAY!Or do nothing!

Of course 2 weeks in and i'd yearn to go back to school but at least the week right after would feel like heaven.With nothing to do or no papers to worry about.ARGHH!

The only downside is that i'm not sure whether i'll be flying back to Singapore on April 13.That was the plan.Fly over from the 13th of April to the 15th of May. Fly back to Philippines for my dad's reunion then fly back to Singapore on the 24th of May and come back to Philippines on the 30th.

Unfortunately, i found out that money doesn't grow on trees or that it rains money (not like it actually rains now adays) so we're not sure whether we'll be going over to S'pore.Huhu!I really wana go back!!!

Anyway,i've got no more PE now. But i kinda organized a game today during our supposed PE period.At first that girl was all okay let's play then she just left. She wouldn't even answer me.

Her friend must have told her something.Or she found out...Anyhoo,she just left.Sigh...i'm just embarrassed remembering it!

But fret not!I'm gonna get over her!And i'm sticking to my plan this time!No more ms. lenient!LOL!


I JUST WANT TO BE SCHOOL TO BE OVER.

For now...

I don't think i wana graduate just yet...


TOODLES!