'Things that come out of the mouth come from the heart, and these make a man unclean'.
Matthew 15:18


The reason why i have internal struggles is because i have been 'declaring' to people what my heart wants. Even when i know it's wrong.

Now, i declare otherwise.

Lord, help me keep my word so as not to nulify my declaration.

Hehe.

I just make things harder for myself.Hehe...

I have so much to do.I just hope i can remember it all. There's something wrong with my memory. Been sleeping a wee bit late for the past 2 weeks (or days, or so...) and it's messing with my brain. Dance took the brunt of it. I can barely memorize dance steps now.And i've got a low stamina.

LORD!Please restore in me whatever was lost.

Just came to a realization yesterday that i can't do anything without God. Nothing i do will be near as good as what Lord does with me. Everything i do is the product of God. Even when i don't ddeserve it, He still gives it to me.

The least i can do to return His magnanimous love, is to turn back on my own desires.


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